the hardest goodbye
fragile life
Date: Tuesday, October 7, 2008
wednesday
life is so fragile.
grandpa passed away this morning.
i was stunned.
monday i just went to see him.
everyone was still discussing to hire another maid to take care of him.
i was still watching grandpa smiling at me.
why!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i regretted.
i wan tok to him
i wan tok to him
even though he is not my real grandpa,i been asking him to go c him during my 3 wk there. he never even want to go to c my grandpa. everything is so fragile. everything everything.
i'm not in peace of mind now.
grandpa r.i.p
all i ever ask for,is for you to stay with me.
is it so diffcult? to just stay for 5 min with me?
all this love .. i gonna gone crazy...
why everything happen at one blow?
why!Labels: i hate october
Signing Off~