can't reali describe wat i feeling now.
family
looking into the mirror, i feel tat i looking more&more like her.sometimes at night,i miss her,i think of her.why does she like tat treat me?why?i hate to grow like her.i am afraid,i am worry.i start grieving,sobbing.why?i dun wan to be like her! i dun wan to be like anybody !! i am just me. the only person i want to be like is jesus christ... nobody else.. i hate hate hate.... called grandma n she was sick,giving a urge to fly down to c her straight,but again my hatred mind,body,soul start knocking in my heart,i dunno wat i shld reali do ! shld i trust wat she told me abt wat he say. i feel so helpless..
school i can't stand the projects & assignment... skip lecture due to... last min crop up... my sense of gulit start sending message to my receptor,effector n my brain.. i start thinking why? why izit so unfair? i try so hard yet i get the least... i just wan to be better... a better me..a better outstanding me..Labels: the sources of light shining upon me.
Signing Off~
